A long overdue post that I've been trying to put off for the past few weeks because I wasn't sure if I can do this. But I will, because I feel like I need to.
See, I've been blogging non-stop (and by non-stop, I mean twice to thrice a week) since April 2005 and this isn't something I ever thought I'd be doing. I've blogged my way through peer pressure in high school, sleepless nights in college and the glamorous but stressful world of PR. Unfortunately, I'm sort of lost right now and blogging isn't high up in my priorities. I'm currently at a pause and I'm mentally and emotionally elsewhere.
So here's the thing - I'm not blogging until I find myself again. I just don't want to hold back myself anymore but I don't want to pollute this space with all my vague, unnecessary nonsense either. That's just not healthy, both for me and for you. At the same time, I don't have the energy or inspiration to blog about other things, when I can't even get
me straight.
I'm taking some time out, just so I can pull myself back together. Until then, this is the seven year old blogger in me, temporarily signing off. See you when I get back? :)
Hey Meryl!
ReplyDeleteAw, I'm sad you're taking a break. I love reading your blog :)
Hope all is well. Regards to all!
And i know what you mean about emotions going everywhere. My friends and I have all gone thru it in our mid and early 20s. We penned it our "quarter life crises"...so far it caused 4 of my friends (me included) to go back to school, take extra classes, switch careers, etc, etc...it passes with time, but since the 20s are your time to find yourself, it might take awhile. I still find myself learning about more and more about myself ;)
But anyhoo, miss you and love you guys! Hope you feel better!
<3
Ate Shee
Hey Ate Shee!
DeleteYeah, I think this is a sneak peek into quarter life crisis. Been feeling this way for most part of the year and I'm just trying to get through it. But thanks for the words of encouragement! We miss you guys too. :) <3